I have so much to say but not enough time. This past week has been a very trying week. We've had a lot going on with day to day family stuff and little additional stressors here and there. But last Tuesday my grandpa was put into hospice care. My dad flew out to Nebraska and was able to spend his last days with him. Grandpa left this earthly world on Monday December 5th. I am so thankful that I will be able to see him again, but it is still hard. I hadn't seen him in years and I had not made as much of an effort on my part to build our relationship. I had never taken my kids to Nebraska to meet him either. It sucks. I've dealt with a lot of guilt over the past week. I am happy that he isn't in pain anymore.