Teena Fleeger died yesterday afternoon.  She had a battle with cancer and she died.  At least that’s what I’ve been told.  But I don’t believe it.  I feel like I’m going to pick up the phone and call her and she is going to answer and we will talk like we always do.  It hurts.  I don’t want to believe it.  Teena is the closest person to me that has died.  I can’t believe she is gone.  She was always so full of life and optimism.  For her to be gone doesn’t seem right.  I just talked to her on Sunday and she was ‘fine’.  She wasn’t going to die.  They said that on Monday or maybe it was Tuesday…I don’t remember…but she took a turn for the worse.  I’m so mad with myself because I didn’t make it a point to see her when I was back in VA for Ronda’s wedding.  Why didn’t I see her?  I’m so mad!!!!  I knew she was sick, but she wasn’t supposed to die.  Teena was like a second mom to me.  She was great.  I know that she is in Glory.  I know that she is singing praises to Jesus.  But why did she have to go so soon?  I don’t understand.  I don’t understand why she had to get cancer.  I was going to go and see her over spring break.  Now I guess I will have to go to the grave site.  I can’t write anymore right now---I'm blubbering again.
  
 
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I had no idea you and Teena were so close. I am sorry that you have lost such a good friend.
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